don't drink and drive

bleh bleh bleh.

another exciting day on the witt campus. we had "campus 101" and "safety and security" presentations today. Oh the joy. I got to sit in a FREEZING cold gym and listen to people for 3 hours talk about nothing that i didn't know already. i mean, i'm not 21, i'm not supposed to drink, lets just get past that and move on. thats seriously what much of the talk was about. apparently there is a party scene (where isn't there, on college campuses) but it got really repetitive after a while. I did make some more friends today...and i actually opened my mouth and asked a question to an O.A. i just don't know why i can't be the open and exciting and inviting person i want to be. just one of those people who everyone wants to meet. but instead i keep my lips sewn shut and put my hands in my pockets. Why? It's not like it ever hurt me to step out of my comfort zone. more on this later. i need to think about it.

i was looking out the window of the computer lab today, and I just realized how freaking lucky i am to be here. I. Love. It. I really do. everyone is so nice and helpful, all you have to do is ask. i can be independent and go wherever the hell i please. i feel this really is the place for me, and i think i can thrive and do some amazing stuff here. if i ever open my damn mouth.

i get my laptop first thing monday morning!! i'm going to the mail center at 9 sharp to get the damn thing. my first class isn't until 10:20, so i'll have a little time to get it up and running. my poor dad, he didn't even get to see the thing before he had to get to the post office to ship it to me before 5pm. hes probably soooo jealous, cause hes the one who designed it for me. it even has a fingerprint reader!! how sweet is that!

well, i think i might head down to the cdr with my roommate. i havent barely seen her all day....