come sail away with me

well today was a blast. i was woken up to a text message from brien, which was a shocker, and i guess that just set the tone for a good day. spent most of the afternoon unpacking more college stuff. i set up my cubes and made a bookshelf, so now i've got a place to put my books and things are a little bit more organized. at least everything isn't all over the floor, lol. stephanie picked me up before 6:30 because we had an alumni band practice. i was a little nervous about marching with my good trumpet, but it felt SOOOOO good to fall into step with the drums. i was one of two trumpets playing the fight song, so i totally blasted it out hahahah. i finally got to see Benford - he seems to be doing well, and is wrapping his first year up as an elementary music teacher. i asked if i could see him some time soon, and he invited me to come into one of his classes at my old elementary school. he said, "come, and we'll get some work done." i'm not really sure what that means... and he asked me to bring my trumpet... it shall be interesting, haha. i haven't really talked to him much since about spring break. and we're going to lunch afterwards, which will also be very cool. after band practice, brenda, stephanie and i went to twist and shake for ice cream. we invited mr. kostalnik along too, and omg he actually followed us and came!! it was slightly awkward but very fun, because he's not that far out of college and he's closer in age to us than any other teachers. we talked about lots of stuff - AND - he said that Journey Around Music might be looking for a part-time worker for the summer!!! AHHH!! that would be soooo cool, the music major working in the music store... schaweet!! i am going to go this week to check it out, and at least talk to the guy. yeah, guys. what an awesome life i have. i wish there were some sort of promise somewhere. i hate sounding like a pathetic little creature... but i just want someone else. i yearn to share my life with someone other than just my friends. whatever. i guess i'll keep dreaming and hoping and feeling sorry for myself blah blah blah. sorry to sound so freaking pitiful. i promise i'm not really like this all the time... it's just the blog brings out those things that bother me or get me excited all the time. i believe my mom is on her way home from mcdonald's with fries for me... til next type...