i think a quote from American Beauty sums up things right now - "It's a great thing when you realize you still have the ability to surprise yourself." and boy, have i surprised myself. college changes things: opinions, perceptions, views. for both bad and good. i'm still trying to figure out if my changes have been bad or good. i can tell you one thing - i don't regret anything. honestly, i regret nothing i've done this year. and i guess that's good.
i've still got a crapload of work to do. and i still don't want to do it. but i think things are better than they were last week. it was really rough there for a while. could hardly get out of bed, let alone do anything productive. but you know me... the eternal optimist and idealist. things can get better.
only a few weeks of school left, then home to elyria for a good long while. i want to go, and yet i don't. i am going to miss witt and my friends here so so so much. but i kind of DO want to just go home.
teh interwebs is calling. more soon.
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