a whole bottle...?

i love my life.
not really.

let's see...

- took a trip to lovell's (levels?) with brien. just a car ride. it was interesting, to say the least. i saw death castle, coffin station road, and went down into the basement. at least we didn't get attacked by the grim, but i didn't see brien's bug.

- i haven't written poetry for a really long time. and the Page needs submissions... i just feel that most of my stuff these days would be too emo. i have a hard enough time keeping my head above water with schoolwork, let alone writing poetry.

- i was the only one in hollenbeck's computer lab today. i have a 10 page paper due on tuesday. i felt like such a nerd sitting in the pc lab by myself working on that paper. GAH.

- i have approximately 19 days left of school. this is dependent on how long i stay... i could potentially do my jury before the 13th, which was the scheduled date. i dunno if i want to do that or not, because lauren and i had grand plans for those days that we didn't have any finals. i don't know if i am looking forward to leaving or not... because i am really going to miss witt and all my friends. but i will NOT miss the work.

- coloring therapy helps these days. along with hugs. i find i don't get enough of either.

- i am dreading packing up all my stuff.

- i still fit into my shorts from last summer. my self-image has slightly recovered. the weather has been gorgeous the past couple of days... friday, lauren, isabelle and i laid in the grass outside krieg before our piano class. i would have liked to do it today, too, but i didn't have anyone to do it with and plus i had to write that paper.

- it's been three weeks.

- i am on facebook entirely too much.

- i talked to a friend whom i saw when i went home for spring break, and who i hadn't seen for almost three years. she told me she had a crush on me freshman year. wow, i can't believe i was that dense that i didn't see it. looking back, it's wayyy too obvious that she liked me. and i can't believe that i'm not creeped out or anything. before college, i think i would have been. but i'm not now. i've said this before but i surprise myself all the time, these days.

- i really want some pickles.

- this bulleted list is getting annoying because all of them start with "i".

- starting to get slaphappy/hyper. and tonight is relay for life... and savannah and i are going to check it out. it is 11:47pm.