more ridiculousness.

i'm in a bad mood until further notice.

i think the thing that hurts the most is that there wasn't any honesty. if they had just talked to me about the real issues at hand, i would have accepted it and moved on. instead they took advantage of the fact that i have a hard time controlling my emotions/feelings, and now look where i'm at - back to that place where i can't trust anyone, back to doubting myself and hating everything.

i thought we were over this. apparently not.

what i really need is for someone to prove to me that not everyone is an asshole who is in it for their own personal gratification.

i know i made bad decisions. but i thought people were smart enough to see it coming from a distance and actually be up-front to me about things. honesty is all i really want. i know i was stupid. but if they had just said that things were changing and the past was still lingering, i might have been able to avoid some of this stuff i have to deal with now.

thanks for sticking to those stereotypes. it's getting harder and harder for me to trust anyone. and i know for sure that i'm going to have a hard time looking them in the eye.